Category: off topic


I just got out of the final rehearsal of eurovision aka family show, and the first thing i gotta say is kudos to the guy who was representing the Moldova crew (and later also Ireland) during the “voting”. I know you got a lot of fans today, including me, mr. volunteer.

The 2nd thing is about that duet between salvador and caetano that i wasn’t expecting at all. The f*ing best.

The 3rd is that i got emotional when she (portugal) started singing the chorus (even through i found her song too repetitive and a bit meh; but i also like her voice…), and then the germany song came and i was still a bit emotional and why germany, why (i like it).

And last, with this final i can actually say who are my favorites, because this time i had already heard the songs before (expect the big5 + portugal). Ukraine (my number 1), Albania, Austria, the “shake the butty”, the “country”, Denmark, the songs “bones” and “fuego”. And i think that i’m not forgetting anyone.

Happy final~


F* it! My favorite is Ukraine! I’m now listening to the audio, and it is nothing compared to it live. It was actually the only song were i started to dance to its grove and tried to sing along (“tried” because it was my first time listening to it, like the other songs). I should also point out that i didn’t listen to the big 5, so maybe my favorite could change during the final.


i just found out by accident that alexander rybak is back in eurovision 2018, f* yeah 😱

(I’m not seeing anything related to eurovision this year because i’ve got tickets for the 2 semi finals and final, and i want to listen to all the songs for the first time there)


Warning: i just watched (or in this case only listen to it) the last episode of todome no parallel.

F* you otaro! If you didn’t like the ideia of saiko dating hasebe why where you acting like cupid in the last episode? You would deserved it if it was true. Just saying…

Well, said that i’ll go through the episode… Yes, otaro is a detective and yes saiko goes there to ask for the memories of the two. She leaves kouta’s shoe and asks how he knew her name and about her powers. He replies something like “i’m awesome at searching because i’m a detective” (that’s a total different otaro right there people). But because he remembers what suda’s character said he says that he’ll tell her about his dream (that is basically the part that she doesn’t know/remember). And talks about what she and him did in his dream (btw she was really surprised by some of the things they did in the “dream”). omg he told her how he felt when she died, my kokoro…! Of course the stroganoff interrupted the most important part… and them he said that all that talk was just about what happened in his dream. And she said that she wanted to know more about his dream, such a sweety, go get your guy~ Then is that scene that i saw previously. I translated a part incorrectly in one of my replies. In the end otaro says that the saiko from his dream said in a girly voice “i want to meet you, i want to meet you” and she replies “that’s a lie”. My final thoughts: i wanted more, but i’m happy anyway.

But something that i didn’t say before was that i’m feeling like otaro. I only realized that i was shipping them real hard during the last episode of tnk. Like it wasn’t visible to everybody else that i was shipping them because of the amount of gifs i made after the 7th episode… u_u


Spoilers of the last episode of todomenokiss ahead

Otaro says that he’ll grant saiko’s wish, that is for him to be happy. Great kazuma, he’s the one who “opens” otaro’s eyes for the fact that he loves saiko. *clap clap* Of course i knew he wouldn’t kill otaro after seeing him cry because of saiko… Suda’s character is ready to help him too~ omg he said to otaro what saiko said to him in epi. 9. He has the same power, yes!! But it isn’t a week, its three months. Yay, mikoto figured out that her dream was real. He’s telling her the whole story~ He said it, he said that he loves saiko, yes! Get that kiss going~ Ha, ha, ha. I can’t stop laughing. OMG, otaro helping the brother’s to be together. He’s telling the “truth” to everybody aka reality check. And he got the tape in like 2 minutes. Takauji recognized his past mistake, yay. They meet when saiko was saving the boy. She says “you’re still alive” and he replies “you’re also still alive”. That confession, otaro~ No, please don’t otaro, don’t leave her… Noooooo… That end!!! I need to watch the last episode of parallel to calm my heart (from the preview it looks like a happy ending for those two, there)



I kind of knew where it was going but it hurt so much nevertheless.
I really hope they will have a happy end, because, otherwise, I won’t be able to deal with it.

/ spoilers ahead /

i wasn’t expecting such a dramatic scene. But i liked the way they made otaro show us the evolution of his feelings for saiko, even if he himself didn’t realize it yet. I was expecting a sudden chance in his feelings for saiko, but thank god they surprised me positively and didn’t go that way.

If it isn’t a happy ending i’ll probably be pissed off the rest of the day. But i can just think about one possibility, that suda’s character has the same power… Who’s the only character surrounded in mystery? Him! But in the longer preview they say in the end “otaro is dead”, but that could be a preview from todome no parallel…? i don’t know… *happyendinghappyending*


Finished watching the stream of the 9th episode of todomenokiss and the 1st thing i gotta say is: I knew it, i knew it they would turn in that direction! When i watched the longer version of the preview for the 9th episode i instantly knew what was going to happen (but i wasn’t expecting that amount of desperation at the end…)

Spoilers ahead… I knew it, that otaro was linking saiko, even if he didn’t realize it. That smile in the end of epi. 8 just meant that those two came back, so he knew what was going to happen. This was just a crazy episode, i knew that kazuma was making a comeback in this episode because i saw the posts from TnK’s official twitter, so i thought that who was going to try to kill otaro was kazuma, but no. Takauji is officially crazy, they should have send him to a mental institution and not a prison. But let’s talk about more happy scenes. Like the scene when otaro and saiko are celebrating his wedding, and saiko starts to say something like “you’ll be happy with mikoto” and otaro says that it looks like she’s saying goodbye, and that they’ll only separate when she is happy/gets a boyfriend. Later she even meets the “traitor” and they kiss and nothing happens, so saiko calls otaro and tells him that she got a boyfriend (and the “traitor” even teases otaro). Btw, we could call this episode “otaro runs after saiko”, because 70% of this episode is about that. And the best part: when mikoto and otaro are getting married, and otaro can’t kiss mikoto and later saiko appears saying “otaro be careful!” and takauji stabs saiko. Then otaro starts kissing her desperately and saying “let’s go back”. Most were seeing his behavior as strange, and hasebe only said “she’s already dead”… But the best part is what otaru says at the end “i can’t be happy without you”…

Bye, i’m done. I watched the preview for the final episode and i’m just hoping that all works well. And because its raining next week i’m not going to the countryside anymore, so i can calmly watch the last episode…!


It was really difficult to watch the 8th episode of todomenokiss. First the streaming wasn’t working, and later the miomio link wasn’t loading the video… but i finally watched it!

Spoilers… I know masaki’s character is a traitor but i can’t help but laugh. Like he said something like “ah…i want to be kissed by saiko”, and the brother though he was only joking around so he said that he would come back later and then the traitor said to himself “even through i already told you” (saiko’s secret). But i laughed anyway. And what’s otaro’s excuse? That saiko is a relative *facepalm* their scenes are getting dumber and dumber… And the family scenes… because these were the last scenes the actors playing otaro’s parents were playing, it probably means that kota is really dead. But what i really didn’t get was otaro’s smile at the end of the episode… that’s scary (because for me that smile means that saiko means nothing to him, but in the preview we can see that he’s having second thoughs about marring mikoto. Oh, i didn’t say that, they’re already engaged in this episode). Oh, and i didn’t finish. About saiko&otaro, in this episode we can see that she really likes him, and in the preview even mikoto knows that he’s second guessing their marriage because of saiko (or maybe mikoto said that because saiko is missing…?). Wait, i just though about another scenario… what if the brother kisses saiko and that’s why she’s dead…? O…M…G! It could be possible…

I’m pretty much guessing how the 9th episode is going to end, and that is killing me because on the sunday, when the last episode airs, i will be in the country side, where there is probably no internet connection, aka i’m screwed. The good thing is that i think i know how the jdrama will end, so i don’t feel the need to watch the last episode asap


Just finished watching the 7th episode of todome no kiss, and i need to spill some spoilers.

I was all week dying to watch the next episode (last week i also watch it on sunday). While waiting today, i even watched “itteq” (good old times when i watched it almost every week).

But starting with the spoilers… I really though that masaki’s character was the only one that saiko could use to return back in time ( after this episode he’s a total traitor! ù_ú), but when i saw saiko “following” mikoto, i understood what was the most logical solution. Saiko kissing Mikoto. During the rest of the episode i was like “saiko, tell him, tell him” but when she would start talking “baka no otaro” would always interrupt. Of course, he figured it out when mikoto start talking about her “weird dream”. *facepalm* Then he ran like crazy after saiko (leaving mikoto behind, this is getting repetitive) and when he found her, he asked her if he had died (i started shipping them at this moment). She nodded her head and he hugged her and i was getting crazy at this moment. She found it strange and asked him if he wanted to go back, but he just hugged her again~ Then it happens: 1st the evil brother is asking the traitor about saiko (and what the traitor said earlier about time travel); 2nd mikoto catches saiko&otaro in the act (aka still hugging), and of course she recognizes saiko (otaro even asks her if she wants to go back now, but she replies “it’s impossible”). And this is the end of the 7th episode.

And all i know is that i’m already dying to watch the next episode (and that there’s still three weeks until the last episode airs >_<)


I’m listening to my favorite solo songs of jonghyun, i’m such a masochist… (but it’s the only way I can think of honoring him)